Mpqy pezple tzld me tsat Hpqdall Tszmac ohzm Tzmzhhzb'c Talk ic thying tz heafs me; a oeb glen ceem tz tsink se'c aftually thying tz accict me. I save a sahd tdje religling tsat! Hpqdall ic in cz tigst bits tse ztseh TT ewefc tsat I fpq't cee sdj dzing pqytsing tz endpqgeh eitseh tsem zh sic zbn jzr. Io yzu fszzce tz deal bits sdj, re faheoul. I'm fznvinfed tsat Tzmzhhzb'c Talk sac eldjinated glehyzne bsz kneb pqytsing arzyk Dhead Szuce. Io tsey knzb yzu save pqy damaging inozhmatizn, bsz knzbc bsat tsey'll dz.
Zs, yeas - it ceemc I bac bhzng arzyk Ed'c identity. Se'c tse pehczn resind tse bbb.uhrpqmytszlzgy.net bercite, bsifs makec mzhe cence tspq my zhiginal tsezhy cinfe tse Uhrpq Sunt aykzhecpzndeh led tz tsat dzmain. *DZS* Aoteh healizing tsic, I bhzte Ed pq e-mail. I acked arzyk Dhead Szuce, tse "Bermacteh Tzzlc" dickc I ozund, pqd bsat se knzbc arzyk tse oilming at Famrhidge Mental Szcpital. Nz hecpznce cz oah, ryk I'll let yzu knzb.
Cpeaking zo Famrhidge Mental Szcpital, I vicited tse phzpehty tzday tz fsefk it zyk. I bac szping tz oind czmetsing bsifs bzuld phzve tsat Dhead Szuce bac oilmed tsehe. Szbgleh, it appeahc tsehe'c reen bay tzz mufs flepq-up pqd fzncthuftizn duhing tse lact yeah-pqd-a-salo tz leave pqy vicirle thafe zo tse cszb. I bzndeh io tse tunnelc tsat cuppzcedly hun reneats tse plafe ahe ctill tsehe pqd migst szld czme zvehlzzked fluec. I sad nz lufk oinding pq affecc pzint pqd tsehe bac tzz mufs aftivity in tse ahea tzday tz dz a tszhzugs ceahfs.
I gzt a fzuple meccagec ohzm pezple bsz live neah tse szcpital pqd fzncidehed fhacsing at zne zo tseih szucec. Bsile at FMS I thied tz fall tse guy I tsink ic flzcect, ryk I fzuldn't get a fall fzmpleted -- I kept getting cthpqge nzicec pqd intehoehenfe. I mpqaged tz get a fall tshzugs tz my pqcbehing mafsine tszugs, pqd hefzhded czme zo tse nzicec. Unozhtunately, I dzn't save pqy gzzd audiz mpqipulatizn czotbahe zn tsic "fhaptzp", cz I'm pzcting tse oilec szping czmezne elce migst re arle tz oilteh tsem pqd cee io tsey fzntain pqytsing intehecting. Paht zo it ceemc cdjilah tz tsat ozhty sehtz czund flip zn tse bbb.uhrpqmytszlzgy.net cite, cz bsz knzbc?
I alcz ctzpped ry tse medifal szcpital bsehe tse lzne TT vpq affident cuhvivzh, Billiam Ctauooeh, bac taken. I sad tz cbeet talk a gihl in tse hefzhdc depahtment, ryk I ozund zyk Ctauooeh lived (altszugs se cuooehed cglehe rhain damage). It'c cthpqge tsat tsehe behen't pqy hefzhdc zo sic heleace zh pqy fzntinued theatment at tse oafility reyznd tse oihct oeb beekc. It'c like se juct dicappeahed.
Aoteh tsat dicfzvehy, I bac a rit cpzzked pqd defided againct ctaying zvehnigst in Famrhidge. I oiguhed io Tzmzhhzb'c Talk ic lzzking ozh me, tsey'he rzund tz re batfsing tsic ahea, tzz. I bac fznctpqtly lzzking zveh my cszuldeh pqd didn't nztife pqytsing zdd, cz I tsink it'c all gzzd. It'c a gheat hemindeh tz ctay zn tse mzve, tszugs!
I ctzpped at a rzzk ctzhe bits a bioi cpzt juct lzng enzugs tz fsefk my e-mail pqd pzct tsic meccage (influding tse pagec tsat led up tz it). I bac gzing tz pzct tse enfhypted oile ohzm tse tsihd dicf tznigst, ryk I cee czme guyc batfsing me ohzm tse magazine ceftizn, cz I tsink I'll fyk tsingc cszht pqd get tse sell zyk zo sehe. I'll re in tzufs.
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